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There are no trees or grass in this home to 2200 people;
however, there is a surplus of broken glass and trash on the
ground. You soon learn that one of the main problems with
temporary housing (whose managers keep scaling back services
to encourage residents to leave) is that it does not inspire
its people to keep it in good shape.
During the clubhouse days you begin portraits of the
children who drift in and out. Two a day-a good rhythm of
trying to draw and concentrate on a vivacious little moving
face while the hordes of wonderfully curious kids tug at
your clothing and pencil, all wanting in on the action. You
look around and see some of them imitating you, doing their
own drawings. Everything flows back and forth, and after
these days you feel good.
Soon there are a couple of ten-year-old boys who come by
for afternoon drawing lessons. During these times, you draw
cows and each other, and the evening emerges. The community
awakens, opening their homes and visiting one another.
And as this public time wanes, the darks deepen and the
folks retire home. You have the peace in which you can make
pictures of charcoal and tempera paint.
In the quiet spaces between evening and light, Mount
Carmel turns to gaze quietly over the ocean; you feel
yourself
hugging its-
roots
the day ends on this
quiet note rolling
into the next morning and more to
learn
Amazing faces of amazing people who pulling themselves
out of the hole created by immigration, the hole created by
culture and technology shock, of outsiders demanding you
observe your Judaism in certain ways and send your children
to certain schools. You live in this ugly place, looked over
by wealthy neighborhoods up on the mountain. Some of your
family and so many friends are far away in Ethiopia. You
must learn a strange new language, must acquire the ability
to be an Israeli.
You have no money, have a hard time finding a job and
some of you are already or will soon be alcoholics and
almost lost. The police come late to your neighborhood when
you call and some Jews and Arabs call "cushi," nigger.
Still, your children are growing into this place, have
already learned which buses go where and which songs are
popular. You are Ethiopian,
and you are Israeli, and you are Jewish, and now you are
in Eretz
Yisrael, the Land of the Covenant.
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